I met this amazing guy who is the complete opposite to me and is a completely different type that I am usually attracted to.
His 25, he works full time in a 30k job, he drives and he has his own place. These aren’t what attracted me to him but these aspects are completely surprising to me.

We havent had a first date yet but we have had brief meet ups just to talk, cuddle and indeed make out in the front seat of his car. Very teenage for me aha.

Anyway I start to like this guy because he is different but seemingly wonderful but I just cant grasp what he does. I’ll text him and he won’t text back for ages and when he does its something entirely different to what I texted him. And only he arranges when we’re gonna meet and its never at a normal time like evenings no its 2am in the morning. He confuses me and I feel pathetic and needy and there is no way I am any of those things. I’m not used to this. I haven’t dated like this in 4 years. I know dating is where you get to know each other but it usually helps if the other person is bothered. Maybe I should just begin to push this guy away. His credentials and fantastic but his obviously too old for me to contemplate and my age really shows through.
I was I could be like Rory Gilmore, focused on my reading and crafts rather than having my mind obsess over unattainable older guys and stupid ex best friends.