and I’m fucking sick of it!!!!!
why is it that people can do whatever they want to me and I’ll lay down and let them but when I start to rebel I am made out to be the bad person and much be fucking punished for it. where is the fucking justice in that
for the past month I have been feeling so utterly low about myself, trying in everyway to communicate how I am feeling to people who are meant to be my friends and still they dont grab the fucking message and come and help me well guess what you fuckers I have now turned angry, congratulations, pat yourselfs on the frickin back.
most people I know are a waste of space in my life but pathetic doormat like me allows them to conintue wasting space in my life
tonight I told a friend I felt invisible and they ignored me for an hour how frickin ironic is that
I am not going to stand by and allow the rest of the world to walk over me and make me feel shit about myself whilst I suffer and they think they have  a sweet life
you all piss me off and the people who treat me like this should feel really shit about themselves for treating a fellow friend this way.
I dont do it so I dont expect other people to do it