what it was to be Me. To be happy, to be content to be normal. Nothing pleases me. No pleasure, no happiness. I am striving to find a light in this dark world instead I’m stumbling round finding nothing but smooth walls and loneliness. I am angry at the world. I’m angry for making me feel this way. For making me feel this unhappy and for making it seem like it’ll last for a long time. 2009 was meant to be the year for happiness instead it feels like its the year of pain and depression and loneliness and i havent got enough spirit left for it to continue like this. Life better perk up soon! I can’t stand this but I dont know what to do to make things better.

I’m lonely and sad
fix that!!!!!!